Saturday, February 08, 2003

Was in a foul mood yesterday...as I trudged my way back home, yesterday after the day's out with my buddies...I realised that I made the single most grave mistake..a person could ever make...I misused my true buddies' trust..all of them...I was devastated..and I know they felt even more...Yes, it happened 6 years ago..even time can't help me win back my buddies trust...

I deserved to be doubted by them...and the " Din...once bitten three times shy lah"...kept doing laps in my mind. I am truly sorry guys....any amount asking for forgiveness.....can never get back the full trust....all my other buddies enjoyed...they earned it....but that's not the end....

In front of my PC later that night, and reading one of my friend's blog....it hit me even more....are we disintegrating.......are we dissolving? felt pretty bad on some of the incidents that happened during our usual hang-outs, we've become too close...and lose all sense of empathy and sensitivity among us...sometimes words do break you....and I am guilty of those too.........sometimes.....

Earlier that day met up with the olp TPians...and I could say that all of us have some point or the other made it in Life....then we got into talking bout the good 'ol days.....those days are gone...but why must some friendship be sucked into the pages of history too Why?...it is sad sometimes...

Maturity to some.....but to me we have just moved on...we are the same...only our surroundings have changed....Well.....tha's Life....

*~Positive Tones.....Negative Vibes...Equal in Emotion~*




|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 5:32 AM|

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